I feel kinda forced to update...>> *looks at the comment in her chatterbox*
Sorry you didn't hear of me for so long, but hey, I survived my exam week! And I think I failed only one exam...am I good or what??
But let me already come to other topics! Though I already calmed down, I - of course - need to comment on the recent events...

NEWS BEING SUSPENDED UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR:
Ok, nothing new, I know...up to now, everybody should have heart of it...I, well, kinda got used to the idea, though a small part of me still can't get it...HOW CAN IT BE?? Only because they saw him drinking?? WTF, I can't believe it, it's a normal thing for a 17 year old guy...idol or not...though I have to admit that I see the reasons behind Mr. Kitagawa's reaction, as hard as it is...I mean, why take back the whole group if only one of them did wrong?? And no, I won't blame Kusano...I won't say it's his fault...it kinda is his fault, bit I don't feel any anger or hate as some of the other fans do, I...erm...I only ponder upon why he was so stupid to let them get him??  Honestly, I don't think the others are 'better' or 'cleaner', they simply didn't get caught so far...so why were you so careless Kusano??
Anyway, I gonna post two post I made in a forum, so that you can see my other reactions...
My first impressions after I heart the shocking news:
I've heard this too...I can't believe it!!!!
I can't imagine that they will be away for sooo long!!
On the other side I heard that they solo projects will continue, so maybe they can concentrate on this...
Though I have the feeling that the group starts to split...how can they suspend the whole group??
I mean, ok, Uchi's incident and now Kusano's isn't the best puplicity, but I think the reaction is quite over...
Maybe it wouldn't have gone so far, if the newspapers hadn't made such a fuss about it...but I shouldn't blame them...it's the same vicious circle of blaming again like when Uchi was suspended...
My thoughts to this now: I still don't get they will be away for so long...and I realized that the solo project mostly concern Ryo and YamaP, the others kinda lack them...Massu and Tego have their dorama right now, Kei-chan his radio show, but what about Shige?? And what happens if Massu and Tego's dorama ends??
I now think the reaction of Mr.Kitagawa is reasonable, though I still think it's the medias fault...as always...
Why I think Mr. Kitagawa's reasons are understandable will be cleared in my next post...It's the answer to a girl, who said that first, Mr. Kitagawa has nothing to fear about the incident(s), and second, that it was a set up scandal to help KAT-TUN to a better debut:
First, I don't think KAT-TUN is able to make up the bad publicity...not because they're not famous (cause right now the famous ones are them), but because you always remember scandals better than other things, as sad as it is.
Second, I think for Johnny it's especially important to show his boys as perfect idols. Not only because this is the better publicity, but also because he was already faced with some bad accuses in the past. Starting with the rumours that he would harass the boys, leading to the stories about his alcohol consume. I think, though he has the 'idol monopol' in Japan and has a lot of influence on the media, he knows that he can't let the rumours get too big and blown up, as that would cost him a lot...especially it concerns something he himself 'comitted' in the past.
Third, if this really was a setup scandal, I would lose all the rest of respect I have for Mr. Kitagawa. I don't like him, but I still thought he was kinda brilliant and smart, for being able to set up such a big company and hold it for such a long time, but if he needs to use such methods to get publicity, it's nothing more then sad and reckless...

Right now I have come to some 'agreement' with my own opinions. I think a break wouldn't hurt, as long as they come back - all of them together!! A little rest might be good to recover some strenght, physically and psycologically. Nevertheless, I'm still afraid of them breaking up...
My thoughts about this now: I still have the same opinion...TOTALLY!!!!

Well, and to the good news...KAT-TUN, congrats to your debut!! I'm so happy about it, we've all waited for soo long... I think you yourself are still kinda stunned about it, though...how long did you guys already know about it?? *inquisitor's glance*
Doesn't matter...CONGRATS CONGRATS CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!! luv ya

ok...I'll post more tomorrow...I think I will go totally fangirl-like then...be alerted!!
See you! 

 ok, ok, I see, I really have to update!! *bad girl*...rofl...

let's see...yeah, my winter holidays are ending on Monday and I will go back to Vienna on Saturday. The term will then end on January 31th, and I will be studying like an idiot suring the next three weeks, cause I have to write 10 tests.
I promised myself to start learning during the holidays, but hey, it's holidays, ok??!!  It's not that I haven't done anything, but I could really have done more.

And, ha, I'm soooo happy! I spend two days at Lisa's and now my external hard drive is full with 133 GB of dorama, Jpop and so on!!! I'm like hyperventilating! And I already watched the whole Nobuta wo Produce series, of coursed loved it and am now a greater fan of Pi than before!! konkon...
He's so good looking, with more weight, black hair and no curls up there!! YamaPi, please stay this way F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!! thehe...

I also started Hana Yori Dango and 1 Litre no namida...and I got Battle Royal, unfortunately with a French synchro and I realized how bad I've gotten in French! I understand most of some written conversation, but let them talk and I stand there like a dumbass...voila...erks...maybe I find English subs or the Japanese original tone...

ah, me stupid girl, I just canceled a download which was almost finished, because it pooped up in front of me and my finger was faster in pressing the enter button than my brain htinking stooooop...mäh, so once again...

I discovered emule (thanks to lisa) and now I'm downloading like hell, hehe, so much stuff there, not only Jpop and dorama stuff, but also like Gilmore Girls series and all (I'm a biiig fan of GG, but as I don't have a tv set at the moment...T_T)

And I got mod of a forum called JPB (Johnny's Pretty Boys), the admin is kandi, a very nice girl and I'm mod of the NEWS section (I really moved from KAT-TUN to NEWS, I can't believe it) and well, come and take a look!
http://je.regret-less.org/  (look at the forum button above!)

I'll go to the Franz Marc exhibition later, I'm looking forward to it, because I already heard it was very good!!! Yeah!
And I still need to do my laundry, iron it and pack my suitcase *doesn't want to*

Actually, I feel kinda strange about going back to Vienna. I like university and I already have a lot of friends there, but Munich is so much more 'home'!! Argh...why can't Vienna be exactly next to Munich?? Then I could live in Munich but go to university in Vienna...

well, hope I'll have time to write again soon!
see ya guys, conny

PS: Marit-chan, did you get my letter???

Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you!!!

Have a nice day/evening, many presents and be nice to each other!

love you,
Conny

ok...now I have internet but no notebook...they broke into our flat yesterday and stole our notebooks, Hanna's camera and some wires...

and with my notebook they took almost all my Johnny's stuff with them...T__T and the worst thing...all my photos I took in Japan as well...and I didn't burn them on CD because I still haven't gotten some order into my folders..and now they are all gone...they've stolen one year full of memories...my best year of my whole life so far, and they simply stole it!!!!!!

Those f*** assholes, I wanna kill them...how dare they?? They even touched my underwear because they searched for money...

I don't want to talk anymore...I'll only start crying again...

see you somewhere sometime...

PS: Marit, I'm so sorry I can't do the subs now...please tell saffy that I'm really really sorry...T__T hontou ni gomen!!!!