ok...here I am...ONLINE!!!!!!!! yes, you won't believe it, I have internet AT HOME!!!! After a real Odyssey though...the first guy came on Monday (right after the guy who brought my bed, yes, I'm now also the proud owner of a REAL bed) and well...he installed all the strange boxes we apparently need to get internet and telephone and then wanted to configurate my pc...well...he really wanted to...I think he called his partner about 20 times to ask what else he could try to get the f*** system running, but in the end he had to give up (after 1 hour of trying...><). He told me his partner (who seemed to be the brighter one) would come the next day and try again...so I had to get up at 6 o'clock (!!!!) again, because I only had time in the morning for I had to go to university later...argh...so the next day, the guy came and tried and tried and...hey, HE GOT IT!!! (after one more hour of pure failure...)...so, here I am, surfing through the wide world and breathing some other air than only the Austrian one...

but...I have to admit, I get to like Austria...why?? Of course...a boy's to blame for that...a really cute boy...called *fanfare*... kekekeke, no, I won't tell that because I gave my hp adress to some of my friends from university and I don't want all of them to know it (sorry...I'm sure most of you guys already figured it out though ^^'). The only thing: he's together with me in Japanese studies...but...as I don't go to most of the lessons, I barely see him...*sniff*...well, anyway, what I actually wanted to talk about are my rhetoric abilities...cause I seem to have NONE (though I study it...><, shit happens)...please take a good look at the following "conversation":

He: "Hello Conny, how are you?"
Conny: ... *nodding*
He: *interpreting the nodding* "So you're fine?"
Conny: ... *nodding*
He: "Well, We see us tomorrow then, right?"
Conny: ...*nodding*

He goes away and Conny is banging her head against the hardest brick wall EVER!!!
I've already talked to him quite a few times and then...AM I STUPD or what...argh...dear...and I want to become an "intercultural communicator" (at least that's the term our professors use...) and I'm not able to talk to a normal guy...kyaaaaaa...

I don't want to imagine what will happen if I ever meet a famous person...><

Oh, and before I forget it now...I'm doing subs now (Japanese->English that is)...^^ Hope I'm not too aweful...

uahhhhhh!! I'm sitting here in the room of my friend Deniz and actually we should be doing our f*** English homework, but it's soooooooooooooo difficult. Honestly, it's freaking me out...so difficult!!!! ><

well, we have to continue now...only wanted to say hello and ja, before I forget it:

TODAY SHUJI TO AKIRA's CD came out...and I hope my friend in Japan bought me the limited edition...

see you guys, bye bye 

Chai Latte…

I can’t live without Chai Latte…whenever I go to a coffee shop, there’s no need to think about my choice…it’s always Chai Latte.

You can get the best Chai Latte at Starbucks or at Blue Orange, right now, I prefer Blue Orange (haven’t found the Starbucks here yet…^^’).

I drink Chai Latte when I’m happy, I drink it when I’m sad, I drink it during studying, I drink it when I have Chai sirup at home… I drink it whenever I can!!!!

Yeah…so far so good…kkkk…

It’s 1:00 am, and Hanna went out together with the girls from her psychology class…they were here before and we had a very nice evening (with a lot of alcohol)!

Maybe I’ll have internet in 5 minutes time…it’s kinda strange, seems like I only can get internet after 0:00 am…oh, I just forgot, actually, it’s still not 1:00 am!! Today the time will change again, and if Hanna hadn’t told me so today, I would have forgotten it (again) totally…I’m very bad in things like this… therefore it’s nice to live in Japan, they don’t need to bother about the stupid time change…I always oversleep and I never change my clocks anyway, my father does it several days later when he sees I still haven’t done so…

I’m listening to a German acapella band, which is sooooooooooo good!! They’re called “wise guys” and half the time you die laughing because the lyrics are so hilarious…thihi.

Oh, and I – how exciting – have cleaned my room!! Am I good or what? I even dusted my cupboard and cleaned the floor! And Hanna and I cleaned the tube, the toilet and the kitchen. The reason for this strange behaviour?? The visit of those two girls today and the fact that Hanna's parents and her little sis will come tomorrow… my cousins will come too, but on Monday…

I’ve decided I have to hang up some idol posters and…I have to get some order into my idol stuff…I already began…but not with idol stuff but with burning Crystal Kay’s mp3 onto CD…the music is soooo good!!! I have to get some space on my pc…got too much again…

wow, you see, I uploaded this tect...meaning that I have internet at home...and well, to draw some kind of conclusion, it seems I can only get internet on Sundays after 9pm...how stupid is that??? But we decided to get our internet connection and phone this week...and we will by a new toilet seat, cause the old one is broken...>< ^^' and I will get my bank account cash card tomorrow...ye~y!!! ^^ money money mone~~~~y!!

have a nice day/night

hugs to you all, conny

hey minna!

I’m addicted…once again…^^’ this time, it’s a song by Question? It’s called “kanjite miro”…

(感じてみろ　感じてみろ　全部見せる　全部見せろ)

夢かマコトか　暗闇なのか

マヤカシなのか　オアシスなのか

出口なんかは　あるかないのか

辿り着くのは　明日か未来か

甘い誘いにみつなど無いし

辛い話に終わりは無いし

マイナスならば　増えてくばかり

トンネルの真ん中に居るみたい

こんな時代だって

進むべきなら

AH! AH! 明日はある

感じてみろ　感じてみろ　

裸のまま　曝け出して

全部見せろ　全部見せろ

ココロに火を点けろ

どんな未来だって

とどまるのなら

AH!AH! 明日はない

信じてみろ　信じてみろ

心のまま　自分の事

もがいてみろ　もがいてみろ

孤独にやられても

感じてみろ　感じてみろ

裸のまま　曝け出して

全部見せろ　全部見せろ

ココロに火を点けろ

Hope my translation isn’t that bad…

(Try to feel it, try to feel it, show everything you have, show everything you have)

Is it a dream? Is it reality? Is it darkness?

Is it a fraud? Is it an oasis?

Is there any exit, or is there none?

The thing you reach for, is it tomorrow? Or is it the future?

There is no honey to the sweet temptation (erm…hope you get what it means, can’t translate it any better, gomen)

And there’s no end to the bitter story

If there are any disadvantages they will only increase

It seems like you’re in the middle of a tunnel

But even in such a time,

There will be a tomorrow if you move on

Ah! Ah! There will be/is a tomorrow!

Try to feel it, try to feel it

Get bare and disclose yourself (that might be wrong…^^’)

Show everything you have, show everything you have

Ignite your heart!

However the future will be

If you stop

Ah! Ah! There will be no tomorrow

Try to believe, try to believe

In your heart and in yourself

Try to fight, try to fight

Even if you get exposed to loneliness

Try to feel it, try to feel it

Get bare and disclose yourself

Show everything you have, show everything you have

Ignite your heart!

 Really LOVE that song…Hanna is already dying because I hear it so often…thihi, ha, btw, I didn’t tell you…but muahahahaha…I’m so good!! I told Hanna that I’m going to make a Japanese dorama and Johnny’s freak out of her, but she didn’t want to believe me…and now guess who comes to me every evening, asking if we could watch another part of Gokusen1…Am I good or what…^^

The other way round, she got me addicted to a Norwegian singer called Jim Stärk, I listen to his CD non-stop… (next to kanjite miro and Seishun Amigo)

Ah, btw, how do you like the seishun amigo PV?? I LOVE it… (seems I love a lot at the moment ^^’)…anyway, I think it’s awesome. It has everything a good PV should have: a great song, two of the best Johnny’s (I can see those who now shake their heads, but I think that’s what YamaP and Kame are!), a great background, good dancers (Taisuke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and a nice cutting. Now, I´d be very happy, if I had internet, cause I want to watch it soooooo badly…I’ve downloaded about 40% of Nobuta when I went home to Munich for one day, but now…I can’t load any further…but I’ll go to the coffee shop near the institute tomorrow, I can log into the inet there for free…dunno who’s access is it…isn’t of any interest at all. So if you read this, it will already be tomorrow, so today is tomorrow. ^^

My cousins will visit me for some days next week cause we have two days of holidays (wohow) and I’m already looking forward to it… there more like sisters to me than cousins, so that’s why.

Oh, and…and…I got a new mobile…after the stupid guy at the other shop broke it…ashole…grrrrr…now, I have a Samsung, a flip mobile, with a great camera and it’s tri-band (does this word exist like this in English??), so I will be able to use it in Japan as well!! I already made a new background…the main bg is ryo/uchi/yamap/kei-chan, the small subdisplay shows yamap only…hehe…it actually looks like I’ve taken the photo myself, because it’s one of those photos they took of themselves when they were in Hawaii (or was it NY back then??). anyway, it looks like “real”…. kkkk, I could try to say he’s my bf… nobody would believe me though…rofl…

(next day in café)

hey, there I am...I just tried to translate Cherish by NEWS...I have to go to the toilet...and the stupid download was striking and simply vanished halfway through...what´s with that???

grrr, at least I have inet here...and my second chai latte...all those who haven't tried a chai latte yet, you miss a very very delicious drink, tell you!!!! ^^

well, I go change my header now...it has to fit to the new layout...right...still dunno how to change the chatterbox though....but I did it before...how could I forget how to do it??!!??? stoopid me...

bye bye conny

argh...I´m getting a crisis...Lisa, I`ll try it here again, somehow neither your comment box nor my chatterbox want to support the link...

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to the rest...English got more difficult...>< the teacher´s a real pain in the neck...dissing everyone who isn´t that good...grrr...

got my first speech in university tomorrow...about Japan in the Austrian media (couldn´t they find a more interesting topic??)...but as we´re seven people (it´s a group work) and we only have half an hour it won´t take longer then 5 minutes...what a luck!!!

see you...and Marit, I´m writing!!! hugs minna